50 FACTS ABOUT ME

There we go. I have decided to give you some bits and pieces of my profile. So were do we start...
1. Your LDN girl is actually a Bulgarian girl. Born and raised in Sofia a.k.a. the capital of Bulgaria
2. Unlike most people I have three names: Yana Hrabrova Natova
3. I was born on 26th March. That would make my star sign Aries. 
4. As have probably already guessed I am rather shy, therefore no vloging just blogging.
5. I am a book lover... scratch that... BOOK ADDICT is more appropriate.
6. I am convinced that in a previous life I was a hobbit. Don't laugh... a lot.
7. I am obsessed with French Bulldogs.
8. I solemnly swear to never give up coffee. Coffee is the essense of me.
9. If I could I would rely on my baking to get buy.
10. Normally I am a very laid back person but sometimes I behave like a squirrel on amphetamins... Meaning I jump up and down, slide and poke people.
11. I collect figurines from movies that I loved.
12. I love DIY and Crafts
13. When I see a wierd piece of jewellry I simply must have it or I will die then and there.
14. I put fairy lights everywhere.
15. I  want to have a black cat named Solomon.
16. When I have a house of my own I will have a walk-in library.
17. I have always wanted a sister.
18. I want to have a horse.
19. During my teenage years I was deeply disturbed... For that I blame Kafka and Tolstoy.
20. I am still afraid of the dark.
21. I would willingly adopt any stray animal... if only it wasn't for my aweful boyfriend... *grumpy face*.
22. Every single one of my toy and gadgets has a name.
23. I never lie. And come across as very rude for it.
24. I swear in German.
25. Nothing stands between me and a soft material. I simply have to touch it and feel the fluffiness overflow me.
26. I don't have any tattoos.
27. I have no blood... I run on Tea.
28. I don't like Beef.
29. I have a beauty mark on the ring finger of my right hand.
30. I remember through smells.
31. I feel best during a cold, sunny morning, when the city is empty.
32. Can't sing for shit, but still doing it.
33. I love to wake up in the middle of the night and go cooking.
34. I used to be a punk.
35. I am a massive Potterhead.

36. I hate roses... If you want to impress me show up with white tulips.
37. I have a bucket list of places I want to visit.
38. I don't want to get married.
39. I used to be a balerina.
40. I have and older brother.
41. Most of my friends are men... only three girl friends.
42. I can drink... A lot to be exact. I handle my drink marvellously.
43. I love smoking cigars.
44. When I was a kid I wanted to have an elephant.
45. I talk to myself a lot.
46. If you see a person dropping stuff or pushing off rows of lets say cans in the shop -  yup. your's truly. I am the clumsiest person on planet Earth.
47. I love snow. And winter in general.
48. I love the Breakfast Club
49. I love recieving letters and parcels!
50. I have no idea how I made it through this. 50 facts... Never again.


  

I'm the girl

I am the girl falling asleep headfirst on top of the covers to the clackclackclacking of the rain against the windowpane. I am dreaming in tarnished poetry and rotting hopes, birdbone-wrists locking together, fingers plucking the strings along guitar-ribs. I am loving myself even as I pull apart wishbone-veins, stringing myself out across the carpet to pick out the parts I like best.

And I am the girl wandering the aisles of the book store. I am curling in corners with Hemmingway, touching the pages like a lover, smelling the ink because I’m the girl who thinks books smell like faith. I’m tucking myself between each syllable, climbing down the commas and resting on the vowels. I am sticking my post-it-note-wishes over the adjectives, waiting for the words to bleed through the page and stain the backside of my skin.

And I am the girl holding her elbows when watching the ocean. I am pulling the stitches closed and wincing against the saltwater on my scars. I am not afraid to look in my opal-reflection, but I’m not ready to face it just yet.

And, oh, I am the girl throwing kerosene on the stars. I am the one setting the moon on fire. I am tearing apart the dictionary because none of the definitions work, ripping up words to create a collage of meanings that aren’t worth a thing. I am swallowing bullets and spitting out machine-gun-rounds, tearing off my skin because I swear it’s too tight. I am running with nothing but moonbeams, laughing with nothing but sarcasm, hating with nothing but empathy and losing with nothing but pride.

Because:
I’m the girl that’s a messy dreamer.
I’m the girl that’s a mess.
I'm the girl…

Destiny, Karma or the Sarcasm of Life

I keep on wondering what does Destiny has in stall for me... Love, friendship... more drama. I think I am getting all for people's drama and misunderstandings. Why do people refuse to be open and honest? Games... lurking in the shadows, lies... For the sake of sport? It isn't worth it and it definitely is not fun... Grow up guys! You are making me tired!

Homemade Cosmetics

When it comes to my skin I have to be really careful. It is not that I am being fussy o anything, but it is that I happen to have the worst rashes ever. You don't believe me? Three days ago I got a massive nettle rash from rubber gloves... Yes, rubber gloves from a pound shop. I was wearing them for less than two hours while making some bathbombs and soup. Because I wanted to protect myself from the food colouring... Well, my hands didn't come out blue, but a horrible, itchy red that drove me crazy for hours. 

But if we put aside this horrible accident my bestie and I mannaged to produce some marvellous treats for ourselves. And the whole house smelled of cinnamon and orange... still is, three days later. I haven't tried any of them yet, but my POLISHgirl says they are amazeballs! I did try our eyeliner though. I swear to God, I am never using anyother eyeliner. The one we made is the ULTIMATE EYELINER! No smudging for hours, and no swealing... and it is sooo light. I'm not trying to oversell it but I was deeply convinced that it is bulshit...Here I am I proved myself wrong and proudly admit, to it!!!! So if you feel like going healthier and organic on your make up check us out on:

INSTAGRAM
http://i.instagram.com/honeybunsandroses/

Always yours,

xoxo

LDNgirl

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Biographies & Stuff

I believe I have developed a serious addiction to autobiographies... I started off with Stephen Fry and now it is Alan Cummings... I find it empowering to read about people's lives ... Why is that modern people are so obsessed with the lives of the rich, famous or currently popular characters?! Why is it so exciting to put stick your nose right into the business of others?! I never used to be like that... but lately I have developed a hunger for information, I want to know the cause and effect for someone to become who they are... And I guess it so happens that I read about celebrities, because no one will publish the diary of an ordinary human being right? NOT that I find ant human being ordinary, it is just that not all are domed to be famous. 

I some times wonder what makes one person more likely to become a star than the other... What qualities do the hip people possess? Except from knowing the right people, and being extremely hard working. What makes us look up to certain things and look down on others?

Always yours,

XOXO

LDNgirl

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We Found Love in the Center of LDN

I skipped a few days of blogging... What can I say life took me away,again. To a special, very special place. My bestie and I took up a new, exciting, challenging hobby. We are now making organic, vegan cosmetics... Can you imagine that?!, Yours truly a cosmetic goddess! So far we have made some soaps and some bath bombs, which if I may say are THEBOMB.COM!Check us out on

 INSTAGRAM http://i.instagram.com/honeybunsandroses/

I have one more change to share with you... I dyed my hair BLUE... Yes, you read correctly.. It is blue. Call me Smurfieta... :)

See you soon!

Always yours

XOXO

LDNgirl

Am I a Stranger Now

After an year and a half living with people, I understand the saying living with a stranger. Some times I even feel myself as being a stranger. Unable to talk right, or do right I stumble around my apartment wondering who I am and what the hell did I do with that wonderful, full of sunshine girl I once was. Have turned myself unwillingly into an old hag, or this is just age and solitude turning me into a hateful spite?

What is it that draws our patience and tolerance towards the other so thin? Why from not being able to live without each other we now pass our lovers with disdain and boredom? I cannot recognize you anymore, you fool.

GIVE ME BACK MY ME!